In love with me...a little more

I did it again..
Thinking about business ideas...looking into sites that can sell my stuff...I even discussed with a friend...but now isnt the time.

So I am here to remind me...I had promised myself that
1. Go on dates with kids...alternate months...pay attention to their liking in foods, their dislikes..love them a little more.

2. I will explore more, invest more...not worrying about the returns..i will do that cz I have promised to love myself a little more.

3. I will write cz I love to...I will write poetry and tiny tales..not for appreciation...but because I love to.

4. Hold in my anger a bit more...think and analyse.

5. Value people who value my presence....a bit more..

6. Its been years since I decided who gets to stay in my life. Today, I am thankful for that decision...Thank u my old self. lol

7.Read, learn...imagine a little more.

8.Define my personality...be clear of what i like n wht i dont..cz I need to define and defend myself a bit more.

9. Learn self defense, swimming, exercise regularly...eat healthy..cz i need to take care of myself a little more.

10. 2018 will be the year of giving.. ;) Will spread happiness a little more.

Finding Me

Its been almost 5 years since the inception of this crazy idea that I should be doing business.. I must be crazy to think something like that. I severly lack skills required fir running a business.... I am a downright loser at management...financial, time, resources..
And I almost all the time keep repeating my mistakes....i should be learning from them right? lol!

I think its time I give up dreaming about things I cannot achieve and concentrate on mundane things in life that require no extra effort to use my not so good brain.

Its time I accept that my creativity has no value because of how foolish I can be.

So on a happier note lets do what I am best at:
Giving!!

2018 be the year of giving 💗

-Afrah